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| Lies & Fib-ulations
The story's always based on whose side you hear it from.
Sometimes you need to step back to see the relevance to the sun.
Life is full of hard times, of trials and tribulations.
Sometimes all you hear are a bunch of lies and fib-ulations.
From everyone you know from the beginning to the end.
Even though you don't expect such things to come from such a friend.
Just because you don't think you said it, doesn't mean it wasn't said.
Even though you didn't speak, your actions spoke for you instead.
I don't need to listen closely to hear what you meant to say.
And I hope that in the future I will feel another way.
But don't listen to my story and feel the need to change.
Ask why it didn't happen and why you don't feel strange.
Why you're content and why you're happy when someone close to you is sad.
Why you don't feel the need to worry because to you it's all a fad.
To you it's all ridiculous because it happens all the time.
Another out of control moment where I just lost my mind.
Where I don't know what I'm saying and nothing's justified.
But I can't even put into words how I'm so unsatisfied.
With my friends and with my traitors, with those I love and those I hate.
I don't know why it can't all end and just seal away my fate.
~Dinh Quoc Viet
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| Too Little Too Late
I now remember why I hate going home.
It always makes me cry, wanna be all alone.
I'm always torn in between. It never fails to amaze;
Like being trapped in a corner, trapped in a cage.
All I want is one time for everything to work out;
One time for my life not to make me want to shout;
One time where I don't have to hide myself;
Where I feel anything but the pain I felt,
Making you believe there's more to life than pride or wealth
Cuz you'd throw all your pride away for one ounce of health.
Seeming so good and seeming so right
But it takes only one time to fuck up someone's life.
A life like mine; a life like my kin
But you obviously don't understand how fucked up my life's been.
Success is based on more than just the things you have
And I think that failure is defined by all the good you've made bad.
When love turns to hate, it's never any good.
The truth can come out but somehow it's just blurred.
It's slurred in some abnormal condition.
It's stirred in their mind to make their own rendition
Of the events that have happened; the events that have passed.
One flick of their wand it changes that fast;
Faster than the blink of an eye; a glance at the one;
The one that you've known you wanted to be with all along,
But even the purest of thoughts can change in an instant;
Never defined by the ways originally given.
A heart that has lost all will to love;
A soul that has a ball with no glove;
An entity lost in a world of hate;
A person whose answer came too little too late.
This is only a part of my life that I have yet to choose to ignore;
A part of me that I still must implore;
I still must explore;
I still must record
With a paper and pen all that I have endured.
All for reason that I wish to ensure
That I do not cause such pain and such hurt
To those that I love for all that it's worth.
~Dinh Quoc Viet
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| The Final Score
one minute you are there
one minute you are not
you use me up and the next minute i'm dropped
like a rock
hoping that gravity will stop
knowing, saying,
wishing, praying
that whatever lies below is not as uncomfortable as laying
unused and unneeded like yesterday's paper
only remembering back when asked what was yesterday's flavor
like a disposable razor no need to keep when it's dull
. . . yeah right . . . my head is old, can i get a new skull?
everything is scraped null cause there's just no use left
am i obsolete now? when did i become inept?
how did i become the exception? i was the one always fair
never busy when u seemed as if you needed my care
i was there
through the wear
and the tear
of your daily tribulations
whether it was how to wear your hair
or a personal revelation
and yet now you are there and i am here
not in sight, not anywhere near
forgotten in your mind
forgotten i exist
forgotten all the things i've done for you
and yet i still persist
i still insist
i still enlist myself to assist you in whatever you need.
But you have no more use for me.
You have moved on and refuse to see
that i am not yet willing to cope without you.
For all the people i know, friends i have few
and yet this test, you flew right through
not even stopping to care who you might lose
whose love you abused
or refused
or forced to confuse.
It's inhumane,
making me insane,
I'm crying out in vain
to understand what the hell is going on
why all the water that was flowing now gone
its not even like it's fading away at the end of this song
it took an abrupt stop like your tank is on empty for way too long
now I'M the one who has to push
but I'm not pushing anymore
if you wanna stand up, get your own carcass off the floor
if you don't need me, I don't need you.
We're finished, and I got the higher score.
~Dinh Quoc Viet | | |
| This is really mean. And I don't mean any of it. But i was angry and it was a lil freestyle.
Two Cents
I left it all on the table
nothing saved for the future
nothing I said you were unable
to know to see
to hear to read
anything that you need to know,
just ask.
there's no easier task.
you have yet to prove
but I find no fault yet...
you pass.
maybe too fast
maybe too rash
maybe its just a little bit too sad
that i'm sprung so bad
that I don't care
maybe you need to ask yourself why you're so scared
maybe you need to look inside yourself
and find out why the hell people put you aside on the shelf
I don't care anymore
seriously, this is so petty
it's the new year, let's sweep away the confetti
its been ten days. just get away already.
stay steady
stay ready
only been here for 3 days
and its outplayed like Diddy
I really want you to stop your nonsense.
But there's nothing I can do. That's just my two cents.
~Dinh Quoc Viet
01/10/06 | | |
| So maria asked me if i was going to graduation today. so here's my answer. Oh man i'm so funni sometimes.
[21:52:16 PM] tishue819: oh hey..r u coming to our graduation?
[21:52:23 PM] The Viet SensAZN: i can't
[21:52:33 PM] The Viet SensAZN: i have class the next morning
[21:52:41 PM] tishue819: boo u suck
[21:52:48 PM] The Viet SensAZN: how would i get in anyhow?
[21:53:06 PM] tishue819: we'll get u a ticket
[21:53:15 PM] The Viet SensAZN: would you like me to come?
[21:59:00 PM] tishue819: of course
[22:00:11 PM] The Viet SensAZN: y?
[22:00:33 PM] tishue819: umm...okay fine
[22:00:45 PM] The Viet SensAZN: no tell me why
[22:02:32 PM] tishue819: well it'd be nice if u were there..cuz u
really played a part in everyone's life in c/o 2005 (ib anyways)
[22:11:35 PM] The Viet SensAZN: who has a ticket for me?
[00:51:27 AM] The Viet SensAZN: hey
[00:51:34 AM] tishue819: hey
[00:51:43 AM] The Viet SensAZN: y u up so late?
[00:52:38 AM] The Viet SensAZN: if u get me a ticket, i'll go. but i feel weird going by myself
[00:53:16 AM] tishue819: okay
[00:53:23 AM] tishue819: well dont go if u cant
[00:53:28 AM] The Viet SensAZN: no i can
[00:53:40 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i'll be ok
[00:54:05 AM] The Viet SensAZN: wait
[00:54:15 AM] The Viet SensAZN: do I have to dress up for this?
[00:54:40 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i can't come in like shorts and a t-shirt can i?
[00:55:16 AM] tishue819: have u never been to a graduation???
[00:55:18 AM] The Viet SensAZN: ooooo i'll where a bum costume and be like that's my girl out there. she's graduating today
[00:55:27 AM] tishue819: lol
[00:55:30 AM] The Viet SensAZN: yeah my own
[00:55:34 AM] The Viet SensAZN: but not anyone else's
[00:56:28 AM] tishue819: haha
[00:56:28 AM] tishue819: ok
[00:56:33 AM] The Viet SensAZN: ooooo i got a week to grow out my facial hair again
[00:56:38 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i don't think its gonna work
[00:56:48 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i don't have enough time to prepare
[00:56:49 AM] The Viet SensAZN: hahaha
[00:57:44 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *speaker* maria eduardo
[00:57:53 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *puts hand to ear* you hear that?
[00:57:56 AM] The Viet SensAZN: that's my girl
[00:58:04 AM] The Viet SensAZN: she graduating TODAY
[00:58:07 AM] The Viet SensAZN: uh huh
[00:58:11 AM] The Viet SensAZN: can't beat that
[00:58:30 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *points to some guy in the crowd* i bet u can't say ur girl graduated
[00:58:32 AM] The Viet SensAZN: no way
[00:58:41 AM] The Viet SensAZN: but my girl graduated
[00:58:44 AM] The Viet SensAZN: hahahahaha
[00:58:51 AM] The Viet SensAZN: that'd be hilarious
[00:58:55 AM] The Viet SensAZN: oh man
[00:59:00 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i should've thought of this sooner
[00:59:21 AM] The Viet SensAZN: oh man i ggot even more
[00:59:22 AM] The Viet SensAZN: haha
[00:59:43 AM] The Viet SensAZN: THEY EVEN WALKED DOWN UNDER MY BRIDGe AND GAVe ME AN INVITATION
[01:00:06 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i bet u didn't have anyone give you this nice invitation *points to invitation*
[01:01:16 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *guy in the crowd* but u too young to have a girl that old
[01:01:20 AM] The Viet SensAZN: WHAT?!
[01:01:24 AM] The Viet SensAZN: what u say to me?
[01:01:28 AM] The Viet SensAZN: look at me
[01:01:34 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i'm asian right?
[01:01:36 AM] The Viet SensAZN: look at her
[01:01:39 AM] The Viet SensAZN: she's asian right?
[01:01:46 AM] The Viet SensAZN: exactly she look like me
[01:01:54 AM] The Viet SensAZN: that's my girl
[01:01:57 AM] The Viet SensAZN: uh huh
[01:02:05 AM] The Viet SensAZN: shut up
[01:02:19 AM] The Viet SensAZN: crazy white boy
[01:02:22 AM] The Viet SensAZN: hahahahahaha
[01:03:04 AM] The Viet SensAZN: you see that sash? suma cum laude! hell yeah
[01:03:12 AM] The Viet SensAZN: i bet ur child didn't get no suma cum laude
[01:05:38 AM] The Viet SensAZN: but maria's my daughter
[01:05:42 AM] The Viet SensAZN: WHAT!?
[01:05:51 AM] The Viet SensAZN: u saying i'm a liar now?
[01:06:07 AM] The Viet SensAZN: u better shut your mouth if u know what's good for you
[01:06:54 AM] tishue819: lol
[01:06:55 AM] The Viet SensAZN: that's my girl, maria shaniqua eduardo the second
[01:07:01 AM] tishue819: hahahahah ur having too much fun with this
[01:07:04 AM] tishue819: lol
[01:07:10 AM] The Viet SensAZN: haha hell yeah
[01:07:18 AM] The Viet SensAZN: imma do that
[01:07:50 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *man in crowd* her middle name's not shaniqua
[01:07:52 AM] The Viet SensAZN: WHAT?!
[01:08:01 AM] The Viet SensAZN: u saying i don't know my own daughter?
[01:08:10 AM] The Viet SensAZN: who are you to say that to me?
[01:08:26 AM] The Viet SensAZN: *man in crowd* I'm her brother you idiot
[01:08:37 AM] The Viet SensAZN: OH DAMN i have a son too?
[01:08:41 AM] The Viet SensAZN: come down here son
[01:08:46 AM] The Viet SensAZN: let me get a look at you
[01:08:50 AM] tishue819: hahahahha
[01:08:50 AM] tishue819: lol
[01:09:08 AM] The Viet SensAZN: haha
[01:09:10 AM] The Viet SensAZN: ok i'm done
[01:09:32 AM] tishue819: the "son" thing is too funny!!!
[01:09:38 AM] tishue819: but yeah
[01:09:45 AM] tishue819: i'm gonna go sleep now
[01:09:48 AM] tishue819: i'll talk to ulater
[01:09:49 AM] tishue819: byebye
[01:09:50 AM] The Viet SensAZN: ok
[01:09:52 AM] The Viet SensAZN: bye bye
HAHA. wow. maybe i'm not A.D.D. I went on for a whole 13 minutes on that joke. hahaha
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